Domain 7 Communication
Domain 2 Personal Development
First of all, I forgot to include in Friday's journal that I had a few blessings that day that God revealed to me. One girl, who I thought wasn't really interested in me or anyone...kind of "feelingless" just came up to me and put herself against me...just wanting a hug and stayed like that for awhile. It wasn't an attention thing or a sappy thing. It was just her being a child...one that needs love.
Another student put at the top of one of his papers, "here is my work love, Jacob". This might seem like nothing, but again, it just shows the sensitive, feeling side of that child.
The field trip was good today in the sense that it gave me a chance to get to know the kids on a little different level and them me. I was also able to foster further learning through questioning the kids at the various places we stopped and/or giving them information they sought or I thought they should know. It was hard because most of the time I just felt like a helper, not a teacher, but obviously, my teacher is still in control, so I just tried to let her do her thing. There were so many times when I wanted to step in to get them under control, and I had to bite my toungue. A few times, I did speak out; Boy, it's a hard balance!
I'm trying to fight the pressure of the portfolio. I don't feel overwhelmed, but then it sneaks up on me because I feel that maybe I'm not thinking it's as hard as it really is. Like Dr. E told us 1st semester...just do the next thing....the next thing Olivia...
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
Olivia,
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you are able to see the "little" things that are rewarding and show you that you are making a difference. Take each day a step at a time as you learn to balance the class with your coop. teacher. I'm sure it is as much of a struggle for her as well. One thing you could do that may help is include your teacher in some of your lessons. You could do groups or something that requires another adult and give her the responsibility of the group. This way she can still feel a part of what is happening but yet you still get to plan and be in charge. Just a thought...
I'm praying for you!
Prof. Forshey